DEPAPEPE ~ One

About two years ago my friend was sharing her youtube post about Depapepe clip playing Johan Pachelbel's Canon in D. I was quite astonished with the song and how extraordinary the duo played and improvising with guitars. On that time I was still addicted on anime OST's and Trance music. So I just keep it on my playlist sometimes listening it for a while.

OST Mobile Suit Gundam Unicorn

I never lost my interest on Anime's OST especially when it comes with nice instrumental touch. Aftering hearing the second album, Gundam UC OST 2, I like Ego and Remind You vocalised by Mika Kobayashi. As for the instrumental the most engaging would be MAD-NUG and Mobile Suit Mix, really marvelous.

【EGO】

【EGO】
Piano & Programming：HIROYUKI SAWANO | 钢琴&后期：泽野 弘之
Guitars：HIROSHI IIMURO | 吉他：饭室 ひろし
Strings：DAISENSEI MUROYA strings | 弦乐：大先生 室屋
Lyrics：mpi | 作词：mpi
Music：HIROYUKI SAWANO | 音乐：泽野 弘之
Vocal：MIKA KOBAYASHI | 演唱：小林 未郁

【REMIND YOU】

【REMIND YOU】
Piano & Programming：HIROYUKI SAWANO | 钢琴&后期：泽野弘之
Drums：YU“masshoi”YAMAUCHI | 鼓手：YU “マッショイ”YAMAUCHI
Bass：TOSHINO TANABE | 贝斯：田边としの
Guitars：KAZUYA TAKAYAMA | 吉他：たかやま かずや
Lyrics：mpi | 作词：mpi
Music：HIROYUKI SAWANO | 作曲：泽野弘之
Vocal：MIKA KOBAYASHI | 演唱：小林未郁

No job?

Seriously being unemployed for over a month is extremely frustrating. I've sent so many job applications and interview quite a few all of them looks promising at first. But then after these 2-3 weeks everything is like turning out to be somekind of jokes.

Again and again

Well, I've decided to quit my previous job and left Tarakan for good. It's without any reason. Just at the beginning of December suddenly there's problem arousing around my parents. My step mother got provoked and got jealous because of someone had forwarded text messages from my mother about my father whom he/she introduced his/herself as my mother's friend.

About my life

Well, after a long while I write on my blog again. Just likeold times, I had no place to put my thoughts and tell my story to anyone. It feels like I want to scream out loud and end up my miserable life. It's like a heavy burden that I have to carry on in my entire life. The way I used to live on solitary life, I really hate it. I envy peoples who have beautiful life on their job, their social life and their relationships. Why can't I be like them? What's wrong with me? Am I an alien or something? Almost in my entire life spent in solitary, ever since my early childhood.