About my life

Well, after a long while I write on my blog again. Just likeold times, I had no place to put my thoughts and tell my story to anyone. It feels like I want to scream out loud and end up my miserable life. It's like a heavy burden that I have to carry on in my entire life. The way I used to live on solitary life, I really hate it. I envy peoples who have beautiful life on their job, their social life and their relationships. Why can't I be like them? What's wrong with me? Am I an alien or something? Almost in my entire life spent in solitary, ever since my early childhood.

Someone to love?

Who to love? A girl :)) Today I dropped tears after realized something about love, at least a precious fragment that I should keep in my heart. Well, I won't tell about how many times my struggle about love and about my ex-gfs. Including girls whom had crush with me back then lol, I'm so lame XD Anyway I was realizing a form of love that lasts in our life and constantly given to us :)

Hmmm...

Today I woke up late, as usual, lol. It was quiet here at home. Later I went down to the washing machine, taking care of my smelly clothes. Somehow I felt so lonely lately, stuck in daily activities, wake up late with my whole body aching-so tired, go to the market buying supplies, in the afternoon preparing the workplace, at dusk start to sell wonton noodles and going home late night. Almost everyday I do this activities, sometimes I felt bored, my only entertainment is this laptop, internet, and smoking.

Playing an old game console

Yeah, it will be old enough if you play sony psx or playstation gaming console. I used to play it when I'm still at junior high, well, it was about 13 years ago. Up until now sometimes I still played it, emulated through a virtual gaming console. It's quite convenient if you want to reminisce playing your favorite games back then or just want to play some game.

Making a Sony Ericsson Theme at my spare time

I did this one at my spare time few weeks ago. Though it's not very nice but rather than keeping it for myself I'd share to other people whom like Gundam 00 or just want some sony ericsson theme for his/her cellphone. Well it's kind of outdated making these theme as qwerty cellphones as well as wide with touch screen cellphones rules the market. But, as for my old cellphone W890i I need to do something to customize it myself, just to make it look better.

First time being an entrepreneur? Part 1

Selling wonton noodles? Yes, that's what I am doing now. After resigned from broker company I went to Tarakan, East Borneo where my parents live now. What for? Just to start realizing my very dream, being an entrepreneur, though I have no idea what exactly being one.

It's raining all day

Ah I can't believe today I got my schedule disarrayed. The rain won't stop since last night *sighs* and this morning I can't go anywhere. Much much unpredictable climate of this small island. Back on yesterday it was hot all day with no sign of clouds appearing, at least not until last night.